Paul
Simon's sound still echoes in my temples:
Homeward
bound is where I have to be,
I'm
sitting in a station by a juncture in my mind,
Finding
galaxies in semi detachment.
It
could be scary, restrictive, isolating,
Ripped
from worlds I knew so well,
But
I'm me, always ready for the challenge,
Pregnant
pauses briefly tugging on my reins.
I
have to deal with domestic inconvenience,
Sort
my space so I can get around,
For
others it makes for strange surroundings,
But
it makes me feel enabled and empowered.
I
can't drive anymore so I need to find new transportation,
New
ways to travel and new places to go,
I'm
going to boldly go to places where I've never been before,
Seeking
e-lationships with other driven people.
No longer driven by libido's compulsions
Yet
bursting to tap the creative muse,
I
remain a player in life's sweet game,
Sucking
delights from the seven day weekend.
I
leave behind a different world with different issues,
Where
people rush to battle thieves of time,
Where
they all dance, to the rhythms, to their personal pipers
beat,
Tilting
at windmills with no obvious purpose.
And
so to bed with the future stretched before me,
Dreaming
dreams of past and present times,
I
go ahead to greet a bright tomorrow,
To
you, adieu, auf weidersen, goodnight!
© Stefan Lewis-Fish
(15 September 1999)